who are you

[*blond*]

hey again,
i havent been on the net lately but icame on to check the forum.
i came out when i was 14.. i am still 14 though

yes she came to my house, stuff happened and.. now i am very confused. we fooled around a bit... ok we fooled around for a few hours, wrestling on the bed kinda thing. anyway..

i wouldnt recomend you to tell your parents liek i did, my mum told me she already knew because, get this, she read my diary when i went to hospital for the over-dose. how much is my life turning into fucking amal?! a lot. i yelled at her for that :angry: i HATE when parents do stupid stuff like that.

i got to go! bye!!

[oszczakiewicz]

Blond:Parents are bad? They are great but they don`t understand many things.She came to your house...and?You feel that she is only friend or maybe she can be...you know what i mean.

Musicluver990:I have 2 questions. Do you want to tell your parents some day about it?
What about your friends,do they know?

Narcissus:In this case i think truth is more important and you are right.

Heyah

[Bomberpilot]

From the character I think I'm more like Agnes. I like reading, being in my room, using my computer and just being for myself. Also I also like to hang out with my friends on weekends and just have fun. Actually I have a bit of both in me, I think.

[*blond*]

Blond:Parents are bad? They are great but they don`t understand many things.She came to your house...and?You feel that she is only friend or maybe she can be...you know what i mean.

yes they don't understand many things about us, especially if you're a girl talking to your straight mother about it. that's just not the best thing with me and my mum. dad's are better.

she came over and we had dry sex.. ok now i'm all embarrased. then she did it again at school so i don't know what she's thinking now. i'm really confused. ohh and she told one of my friends on my e-mail adress that she and i were dating. yes... opinions are welcome!
i better fuck off
bye!

[oszczakiewicz]

BLOND: wow!!!
What she did at school? I don` t understand.
You know...she told your friend about dating with you and that is good(also depends what person is she).Hiding relationship sometimes is realy cool.I had a girlfriend and we want to tell nobody...that was great(adrenaline)...we were hiding...meeteng at night....but after few weeks it became hard. Better that your friends know about it and accept it.

[fjordur]

as far as my character's concerned i'd rather describe myself to be like agnes, but as i learned to be rather open minded to get along in life, i also carry properties of elin inside of me .
but to sum it up i have to say i prefer agnes and id rather describe myself to be like her, all in all ..
as far as my outer apperiance is concerned, im a boy, but i also have some facial properties of agnes, i also have black hair.

[freee]

hey blond how did u do that with ure name and sexuality u know this blue thing under ure text

[*blond*]

BLOND: wow!!!
What she did at school? I don` t understand.
You know...she told your friend about dating with you and that is good(also depends what person is she).Hiding relationship sometimes is realy cool.I had a girlfriend and we want to tell nobody...that was great(adrenaline)...we were hiding...meeteng at night....but after few weeks it became hard. Better that your friends know about it and accept it.

but when she told my friend (amanda) she was joking. so i was getting confused because i was supposed to act like i don't want to date her, and i do want to date her. ohh it's so very messed up. i wouldnt mind at all if it had to be secret and just her and i knew, atleast i'd know what she wants. she acts like she wants me.. like would you think trying to fuck me would be classed as something right? yes, well she tried that, hundreds of times.

freee:
i went to my controls, to my signature and just wrote
name:
D.O.B.:
age now:
sexuality:
and so on. i think you may have figured that out now..

[JustMe90]

well im a bit in love with a girl thats one year older than me. shes in the classroom just in front of mines and shes in the coolest group in school, where are the cool and popular people is. i know her a bit, we talk from time to time. sometimes i think about telling her that ive fallen in love with her. 2 things could happen: 1. that she understands and maybe feel the same or 2. that she dont understands and tell it to the whole cool people and ill be fucked up... im in a simmilar situation like agnes...

[oszczakiewicz]

BLOND-i must think about your situation,it is very strange/bad!!
JUST me 90:if yuo are a girl must be patient and get to know if she is a be/lesbian and you must become her real friend.This is the first step.
But if you are boy...man...offer her a date or somethig.There is no chance that she feels the same to you right now(but everything is possible).
The bottom line is you must show her who you realy are and gave her opprtunity to feel something to you.Prove that you`re someone special for her(become her friend) or something else that she will start looking at you in different way

[oszczakiewicz]

So you are girl..well you must try everything if you realy love her!!

[JustMe90]

yeah, i pretend to do so, but its difficult... i think if i first get her friend maybe its impossible, couse if i have a friend i normally ONLY feel friendship. there is no love then... ill do everything what i can do for her. maybe it works.

[*blond*]

yes, it's all very confusing isn't it?
JustMe90: you're in a more fucked up situation than i am! wish i could help, but not today. i'll thinka bout it overnight and come up with a suggestion tomorrow.

oszakiewicz: yeah, strange and bad. but most of all confusing and FRUSTRATING!!!!!

love you all!

[*blond*]

ok, thought it over:
JustMe90: don't tell her that you've fallen in love with her, atleast not now. because no one really knows how the other person is going to react, and will be either let down or not. i have a question, how long have you loved this girl for? i'm just interested. ohh and another question, what's her name? just so i don't have to keep calling this girl 'her' or 'girl'. thanks.
so back to what i was saying. if a random 13 year old girl who you know of, but don't talk to all that much, came up to you and told you that she was in love with you how would you react? you'd be like all shocked, right? and sometimes when people are shocked, they judge rather quickly. like when i found out from one of my close friends that another friend was bi i've gone 'WHAT?!' and said something judgmental without even meaning it. if it was my bi friend who told me, i would've come across as though i was a homiphobe (my slang for being afraid of homosexuals) . my point is, i'm afraid if you tell this girl that you love her, she'll react badly, even if she doesn't mean for it to happen. and in the process you will be hurt, i don't want that at all.
i think too much for my own good don't i? haha ohh well.

i agree that friendship is the best place to start, that way you can get to know her (and her intentions) better. see i fall in love with most of my best friends, that's just 3 out of the 4 of them so far, the more i get to know them the more i grow to love them. love never makes sense, so i'm not even going to try to explain it.

good luck!

[JustMe90]

hi blond,
thanx for ya long answer. im really pleased. im in love with her since one month ago or something like this. i know its a little time. shes called laura (like my ex-best frined and that irritates me a lot). i remember that when i was like 7 or 8 years old i was in love with a girl that was 2 years older. we came good friends and i told her my feelings. but she didnt react badly (i suppose its couse we were very young). im afraid that now this wont be the case, too. i dont know how to get closer to her, couse in my school its not normal to have good friends from other grades. the normal is that when you are 14 you only friends that are 14, too and when you are 15, the same etc. i knew her couse of a mate (marie) that was in my class but she got one grade above us couse her parents wanted it this way. since shes in 9th grade (im in 8th) she dont use to talk to us a lot and i think she thinks shes better as we now. so laura came new this year and i was curious about her since the first day i saw her. so one day they two (marie and laura) stood there together, couse theyve become good freinds, and i just went there to talk to them. so i knew laura. but we never talk, only if marie is there too. and shes there every time and im kind of fed up with marie couse shes like not talking when i come and when i go she starts talking (i mean it the way that shes kind of "too cool" to talk to people of lower grades).
well im gonna stop, couse its getting complicated and i dont want go to get asleep (does this meke any sence?)