What Annoys You?

[Ian]

I read that second to last sentence differently at first.


I thought it was a bit kinky, even for you.

[fish]

... I'm doin Bex a roasted jacket potato with coleslaw. She has promised to return the favor later on All in all, really yur not missin much

I knew I shouldn't have gone to the pub to restock the esky. What did I miss?

[katka]

my all family ! I am not surprised that Rebecca had already moved in 15 years, I'd already gone too shit ! This fucking city, where mayors at the village everything just fucking - urban infrastructure projects, transportation, architecture and just everything it stands for taht shit! ( I do not mean now Brno - it is a big city - the capital of Moravia - second largest part of CZ, I think a small city Veselí over the Moravia---river/, where we moved into the brick house because life in a block of flats in Brno already tired of us) but now I realize it would be better to move back there

[snaps]

my all family ! I am not surprised that Rebecca had already moved in 15 years, I'd already gone too shit ! :twisted[/quote]

Mmmm I guess yur not a happy bunny atm katka? Life's like that sometime.
That's why we sometimes need the film to hold onto. Things do look up though when you are down Frankly I don't think I could have done what Bex did when she was 15 and move out and set up home on your own, even though I was unhappy. I don't think I would have had that courage.

We are all subject to external forces. Ima struggling to scrape money together to start a new life. Any investments I have are being eroded by the Murdoch scandal + property prices in the UK falling.

Sometimes you just have to make the best of what you have around you? People can be unreliable, but they are always a better measure of your quality of life than bricks and mortar.

One day soon, everyone on here (and I include Bex and Lex), courtesy of the immanent collapse in the Portuguese economy, will be able to chip togther and buy, at rock-bottom price, a mansion by the sea in the Algarve.

We will drive one another mad fersure but we will have space and sunshine and the sea. Horses and rides along the sands and make bucks outta the tourists.

Cheap wine and cigs, fresh sardinas assordas over the BBQ (apart from Bex ), green salads, Moroccan flatbreads, jinjinia (cherry brandy) and marijuana

Art, crafts, music, dancing, jokes, films, and fun. (apart from occasionally babysitting Bex's brood )

You have to have a dream to see you through the dark times

[Ian]

It's a nice, if vaguely disturbing, fantasy, snapsie.

[katka]

Thank you for your support , but this one problem we have with us for a long time and I can not solve. It started crunching in my 18-19 years. Totally in everything I cease to understand them and I can not tell them nothing yet. What is clear is that in 15 years, it's pretty risky, I would probably not do well, but on the other hand, I would have saved a lot of nerve cells I do not know, maybe it's in me, but I feel that no one understands me with anyone I can not talk about my interests, like about this film or anything, just no one that does not share the enthusiasm with me and when I am excited about something, so do others consider strange. If I need a poster - FA hung on the wall in my room, or something similar ''so perverted" so about they directly call psychiatrist to me

[fish]

Anyone considering leaving home has to make sure that where they want to go is an improvement. Things like a support structure of family and friends are as important as a good roof over your head.

I know nothing of your circumstances Katka, but it seems to me like you need to find someone within your family or your circle of friends that can listen to you and can offer you advice to help you make the best decisions for your own life.

Good luck.




Oh, and if Snapsie's plan works out we can all move to Portugal.

[Ian]

Of course, sharing interests when no one around you gives a toss about the same things is what the internet is for.

[katka]

yeah some friends would be, but I also can not say everything to them, I'm afraid, plus all the time they change. Friends from high school are almost never see, are far away and we all have many responsibilities - but they were still the best (real) friends (quite often dreaming to me about them) and now friends in college are also quite beyond me, because even in the studying too not much meeting - only fitfully at some meetings, but which is usually not suitable opportunity to complain to someone when they are all so happy. Of course they did to me will know that something is happening and try to get it from me, but I still have them such confidence that I could have them all spilling the beans, because so much is still unknown .... of course if I was drunk Anyway, I'm glad for the Internet that exists because it's always been so that whoever was not in my area suitable for sharing interests, so it saves the internet, because there can find friends with whom I can about their interests normally talking and will not feel that I am crazy just me This year I still hold out until you get at least the title Bc.A University (baccalaureus artis) and then I'll try to get to the next stidium either Prague or Brno, where he will continue his studies at Mg.A (magister artis), but this time I wanted something with film, so I'll see if I can get back to the metropolis - in fact we stayed Brno old apartment, where he now lives sister who is studying there, so I stayed with her all the time but it can last more than with a parents ....

[snaps]

Katka. mmm. Maybe for the moment just focus on two things 1) enjoying yourself as best as you can 2) keep going with education as long as you can.

The economy, Europe wide, really isn't going to pick up for another two years yet. So stay in education, build up your portfolio of what you can do both online and in your showreel/portfolio.

Explore all avenues on-line. Sweden, like UK, is a relatively rich country. There will be all sorts of scholarships and bursaries available which they don't do too much to promote. I don't mean necessarily for a whole year, but for exchange visits, and prizes for individual projects. At the very least, all expenses paid. Be audacious. Establish a ''linked-in'' profile. Use every blog and free opportunity to get your name and your work across.

Develop your network. Be bold. For everyone you approach, say ''if you can't help me directly, I understand. ... but at least give me the contact details of at least one person who may be able to.''

Sure it's difficult with your family and established friends. You'll be amazed at how easily they accept your views and lifestyle if you become a success.

3) Going mad is always an option. But you have to be careful which country to do it in. I don't know about Czech Republic Probably in Russia is not a good idea either. Italy is probably the best in Europe I also recommend Netherlands, Sweden, Denmark, Spain, France, in approximately that order. UK is fine providing it's London. Psychiatrists can be really helpful and supportive. I wish I could replace my entire family with a gaggle of psychiatrists. They are much more friendly

Explore your options.

[katka]

thanks yeah it´s all possible if I´ll not so lazy of it but yes sometimes I´ll do it, because I'm tired of it here. Of course our university allow some exchanges in some state. But when I heard about how the European Union was collapsing - Italy with Spain, I do not know if there I was wants so much. In Italy, I was there, now that Spain attracted me, I´ll be sure to look there sometimes, but at the moment but it is Scandinavia, of course ( I would like to explore all of its country ). Now I think for me there was a break-even period - I will of course try to use something, but it may happen that I'll have to extend the study if I want to switch to another type of school, but I don't matter of it.

[Ian]

This bloody cold is still hanging around.

[fish]

Flu shots every year.
For some reason they keep my colds away too.
Last cold was about 5 years ago.

Or did you mean this bloody cold weather.
Brrrrrrrrr.

[Ian]

No, I meant the former.

[katka]

with the weather it is also with us for nothing . We are again at our flood