There is a thing that friends usually say after something like that had happened "She wasn't worth you"....but still to you it's just a bullshit...nice in a strange way but still bullshit!
and yes ..I'm bit snoopy
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by Sphinx » Tue Dec 14, 2004 7:49 pm
It's better to prepar yourself to that possibility of having a heart broken in advance becasue then you won't get surprised..I think I will have to do that soon...too
There is a thing that friends usually say after something like that had happened "She wasn't worth you"....but still to you it's just a bullshit...nice in a strange way but still bullshit!
and yes ..I'm bit snoopy
Take care!
There is a thing that friends usually say after something like that had happened "She wasn't worth you"....but still to you it's just a bullshit...nice in a strange way but still bullshit!
and yes ..I'm bit snoopy
Take care!
"Teach me passion for I fear it's gone. Show me love, hold the lorn. So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me. I'm sorry. Time will tell (this bitter farewell). I live no more to shame nor me nor you. And you...I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."
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by MahaRishiSriSriX » Wed Dec 15, 2004 2:11 am
hm, your right, it would sound like bullshit, cause she definitly was worth it :wacko:
however, i dont think you can prepare your heart for such things to happen, it always hurts.
i should just stop thinking of her, it's afflicting me like hell B)
*with good intention*
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however, i dont think you can prepare your heart for such things to happen, it always hurts.
i should just stop thinking of her, it's afflicting me like hell B)
*with good intention*
x
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by Sphinx » Wed Dec 15, 2004 8:04 pm
I guess you're right but i have to try it anyway to prepare my heart...there's no other option for me 
Be strong!
Be strong!
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by *blond* » Fri Dec 17, 2004 6:43 am
you can never prepare yourself, you can get used to it. but it still hurts.
in february i made a best friend.. julie, she's french. i fell in love with her instantly. almost everyone hated her, but i stuck by her through all of it. she left in may this year, i tried to tell her a few weeks before she left that i was gay, i told her on a sunday night. she didnt talk to me for a whole week, then i told her i was kidding, i couldnt stand not being with her, even if i was just her friend. she bought it.
she used to flirt with me, constantly, but she always had a boyfriend. i remember her asking me to meet this guy with her, she met him on the internet. so we waited for 3 hours, and he didnt show.
then this other time, around her birthday, i grabbed a couple seat at the movies. and julie sat next to me, and her boyfriend sat in between us, they made out the whole time, then i left halfway through the movie... that hurt so much i just wanted to die, and i almost did.
she left on may 18th 2004 to go home to france. the weekend before she left she tried to kiss me, i pulled away, i couldnt kiss someone who made me feel so awful for 4 months straight. i regretted my decision afterwards, of course. but i don't now. i hate her so much it burns.
i had a fight with her and now i don't know if she's alive.
i'd only want to thank her for introducing me to my new best friend, bre
in february i made a best friend.. julie, she's french. i fell in love with her instantly. almost everyone hated her, but i stuck by her through all of it. she left in may this year, i tried to tell her a few weeks before she left that i was gay, i told her on a sunday night. she didnt talk to me for a whole week, then i told her i was kidding, i couldnt stand not being with her, even if i was just her friend. she bought it.
she used to flirt with me, constantly, but she always had a boyfriend. i remember her asking me to meet this guy with her, she met him on the internet. so we waited for 3 hours, and he didnt show.
then this other time, around her birthday, i grabbed a couple seat at the movies. and julie sat next to me, and her boyfriend sat in between us, they made out the whole time, then i left halfway through the movie... that hurt so much i just wanted to die, and i almost did.
she left on may 18th 2004 to go home to france. the weekend before she left she tried to kiss me, i pulled away, i couldnt kiss someone who made me feel so awful for 4 months straight. i regretted my decision afterwards, of course. but i don't now. i hate her so much it burns.
i had a fight with her and now i don't know if she's alive.
i'd only want to thank her for introducing me to my new best friend, bre
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by MahaRishiSriSriX » Fri Dec 17, 2004 5:09 pm
*blond* wrote: i had a fight with her and now i don't know if she's alive.
:blink: :blink: :blink:
what did you do!?!
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by Sphinx » Fri Dec 17, 2004 6:11 pm
MahaRishiSriSriX wrote:*blond* wrote: i had a fight with her and now i don't know if she's alive.
:blink: :blink: :blink:
what did you do!?!
I'm curious too...I hope nothing bad
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by JustMe90 » Fri Dec 17, 2004 9:16 pm
well i wasnt her4e for a few days so i want to say some things about all what you have been talking here:
first at all, i think it isnt normal that if you really love someone and you have a relationship with this person that you dont want to get closer. i think its normal that when some time has passed you do the next step and have sex or something similar (it mustnt be a coitus or something like this it can just be that you masturbate the other person or something). i think thats part of the humans.
second: i think that you cant prepare yourself for not getting a broken heart. it happens each time someone you love hurts you. you cant stop that feeling. its just there. so i recomend you, *blod* and all the other people that had a broken heart to not be depressed for your whole life. everthing in the life happens for something (i dont know how to express myself). i think that even it has been good that youve met that french girl. just this way you gonna live the love with bre on an other way, and just of her youve know bre.
nothing more to say at the moment
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first at all, i think it isnt normal that if you really love someone and you have a relationship with this person that you dont want to get closer. i think its normal that when some time has passed you do the next step and have sex or something similar (it mustnt be a coitus or something like this it can just be that you masturbate the other person or something). i think thats part of the humans.
second: i think that you cant prepare yourself for not getting a broken heart. it happens each time someone you love hurts you. you cant stop that feeling. its just there. so i recomend you, *blod* and all the other people that had a broken heart to not be depressed for your whole life. everthing in the life happens for something (i dont know how to express myself). i think that even it has been good that youve met that french girl. just this way you gonna live the love with bre on an other way, and just of her youve know bre.
nothing more to say at the moment
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by Sphinx » Fri Dec 17, 2004 9:47 pm
I think it's the best place to ask that question.How did girls react when you told them you're in love with them?That's quite important to me so please if only you feel you can answer me...
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by *blond* » Sat Dec 18, 2004 11:07 am
ohh..well bre came over to my house and we started abusing her, telling her to kill herself and stuff.. i shouldnt have done it but i felt better being angry at her, rather than sympathetic. :unsure:
i'm also happy with what happened after we abused her . if you catch my drift. she gave me glandular fever!
i am happy i met julie, i'm a lot more wiser than i used to be, and a better person for it.
girl's do not react well when other girls tell them they love them, in a sexual way. well straight girls dont like it anyway. trust me, i know.
i'm also happy with what happened after we abused her
. if you catch my drift. she gave me glandular fever!i am happy i met julie, i'm a lot more wiser than i used to be, and a better person for it.
girl's do not react well when other girls tell them they love them, in a sexual way. well straight girls dont like it anyway. trust me, i know.
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by Sphinx » Sat Dec 18, 2004 4:58 pm
*blond* wrote: ohh..well bre came over to my house and we started abusing her, telling her to kill herself and stuff.. i shouldnt have done it but i felt better being angry at her, rather than sympathetic. :unsure:
i'm also happy with what happened after we abused her
i am happy i met julie, i'm a lot more wiser than i used to be, and a better person for it.
girl's do not react well when other girls tell them they love them, in a sexual way. well straight girls dont like it anyway. trust me, i know.
oh you're a bad girl!!!!I bet she got a bit scared...
I thought so girls don't like it.Thanks anyway...I guess it could be different with me
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by *blond* » Sun Dec 19, 2004 5:41 pm
not really.. she started abusing us back! i never talked to her after that and that was in august.oh you're a bad girl!!!!I bet she got a bit scared...
i hope it is different for you! we need some inspiration here eh?
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by Sphinx » Sun Dec 19, 2004 8:36 pm
I'm pretty sure I've found my own inspiration ...but I may be wrong...who knows..???
...but I may be wrong...who knows..??? "Teach me passion for I fear it's gone. Show me love, hold the lorn. So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me. I'm sorry. Time will tell (this bitter farewell). I live no more to shame nor me nor you. And you...I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."
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by Sphinx » Sun Dec 19, 2004 10:57 pm
styvisor wrote: Good luck with your inspiration, Sphinx
Thanks styvisor...I will need that
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by Sphinx » Tue Dec 28, 2004 11:26 pm
I've just checked a polish lesbian forum...and I found something interesting there is a poll about the most beautiful well-known women...and you know who's on the first place????
Angelina Jolie... :blink: ...I'm shocked...and they're blind!!!
What do you think...all of you???
Angelina Jolie... :blink: ...I'm shocked...and they're blind!!!
What do you think...all of you???
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