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Hi everybody!!!
It's so much time that I'm and I'm not here...I'm half and half....but, you see, these days are so awful for me....holidays are always afwful....
I mean..lonliness became deepest and hurts...hurts so much this poor heart..who's in search of some love....
These days I stayed in my bed, thinking of life...seein' everythin' black...without a way to escape..
These days brought me a special person but he's not for me...and...I fear..
...I'm afraid to lose him..between us there're 500 Km....
...God...I'm becoming a bone...!!!!!!...A vegetable...........
but .... I CAN'T ABSOLUTELY LIVE WITHOUT HIM....I CAN'T....I FEEL LIKE I'M DYIN' MY SOUL IS COMPLETELY DARK.....

GUYS...I'M OUT....IS IT NORMAL????.....

I JUST WANT TO PASS OUT....

WHY LOVE DON'T REACH ME????

WHY...WHY DID I HAVE TO SPEND 23 YEARS ALONE????

WHY WHY AM I SO ALONE?....

NO FRIENDS...NO LOVE....WHY????

ONLY YOU GUYS....ONLY THIS WONDERFUL FORUM..AND ANOTHER....
AND THAT GUY...THAT GUY WHO "LOVES ME" (LIKE A FRIEND I INTEND)...
THE ONLY ONE...EXCEPT MY FAMILY....

my heart is breaking...I'm not strong enough to go on....I can't....I got no power...no more.....


...I just want to excuse..for these crazy word...but I'm really goin' mad.....

wish you a really wonderful goodnight and, of course, so so so much love...

-hook-

(I promise there will be no post like this by me.....I promise...pardon me for today...but I'm really out....)

I LOVE YOU ALL......


this is for you.....


I love the Sunset..and this one is taken from Modena...a little city of my Nation...who's situated in Emilia Romagna....not so far from me.....





These days are the days in which I pray God, an my Grand Dad....to take me with them.....so...finallly it could be possible to have some love.....

LOVE GUYS...LOVE EVERYONE AROUND YOU...DON'T STOP YOUR HEARTS.....

[Sphinx]

I know what You mean Hook I really do when love is so overwhelming that it hurts...I've never been myself in love but I have few people who are the closest to my heart and without them my life would mean nothing.The most beautiful words can't express that powerfull feeling between two people...
You just have to be strong...rely on your friends and look for support in them...You have ours...
the sunset is beautiful...
hugs and kisses...take care

[*blond*]

i know the feeling.
it's the only thing on your mind and you'd do anything for just one day with some love. but you need to keep on going coz it'll never ever happen if you're dead, then it's just like.. pointless.
so hang in there hook, no matter how much it hurts. remember, it always gets worse before it gets better, so i'm thinking you coming towards the better right about now...

*gives you all the love you deserve*

[hook]

I just want to thank you to the both of you...you were very kind to answer me, in fact i thought no one would do it......
I just want only thank you because I've no word... no one....expecially now...
Now I would turn the all world upside down....Now I would kill SOMEONE...Now..now I would like to have not met that person...or that the OTHER person would not come back to him...
Why???? Why I got to stay without my friend? Without his cuddles??? Why? Why? Why?
I HATE THIS WORLD....
I JUST WANT TO DIE....
...WHY THESE TEARS ARE STILL BLEEDIN???
WHY...

goodnight to all of you...

hope you're well at all!!!!!....

wish you wonderful dream...so that I won't have....

-hook-