who are you

[LOL2]

ammmm i dont know?...
i think agnes cuz im kind of shy like her

[sabbath purr]

[FONT=Arial][SIZE=1]I think I'm most like Agnes because I also keep a journal on my computer, and have a crush on another girl. We are both shy, have low self-esteem, and don't do that well in social situations. But then I'm a little like Elin too, bored of my small town and bisexual. I also have CP, but I wouldn't say that I was like Victoria at all.

I would be horrified if my mom were to come across my journal, and sometimes I think that maybe she's read it already. I get so nervous whenever she uses my computer, that she might accidently click on something I wouldn't want her to see, but so far, so good. The way Agnes's mother reacted to her sexuality made me think maybe that's how mine would react: completely shocked and then run to my room to search for evidence on my computer. I don't think parents have any right at all to invade their children's privacy. There are just some things they don't need to know, and its obvious they won't ever understand that.

I've tried once before to password protect my journal, but something very strange happened that made the file vanish just like that. I don't remember if it even allowed me to enter the password. All I recall was that it disappeared from my hard drive and I had to start another. *Sigh* I'm sorry for those who's journals have been broken into by family members. I can understand how awful that must have been.

[oszczakiewicz]

Hi, my name is Wojtek. Rebbecca is realy beautyful girl. What about my personality...70%Agnes-30%Elin.I`m littil bit crazy like Elin but rest ...Agnes. I know that i like women but i don`t know who i really am.This is a big problem for me because i`m 20 years old!!!

[lady_young]

Wojtek - that's nice. Another person from Poland, I think. Just like me .

I think that I'm more like Agnes, but my dream is to be like Elin. And I don't have any idea why I want to be like her.

Elin wasn't very smart, but she was more beautiful than Agnes. But Agnes was intelligent and she had a better taste. Or maby she still has it?

I have seen new photos of Alexandra Dahlström and I think that now she doesn't look so hot.

Heh... I wrote everithing that I didn't mean to write.

p.s. Poland roxxx!

[oszczakiewicz]

Alexandra looks better in real life than in FA. But Rebecca is ...i love her character in FA!


ps POLAND suxxx,why?
Lepper,Miller...

[*blond*]

definately agnes,
i like girls
i'm really depressed
and cut my wrists
i keep a journal about being a lesbian (except not on the comp.)
i'm shy around people i don't know, or have a higher social-status than me

but i'm sorta like elin, coz i have a lot of friends, even though i'm not that popular. and i was in denial about my sexuality and was determined to prove my heterosexuality. plus, i'm blonde

but i have to go
love!
nikki

[oszczakiewicz]

That sucks Nikki. You had to prove that you like men not woman?
I hope that someday...fuck just watch toilet scene from Fucking Amal,i hope someday something like that will happen to you! If it will happen then just write it here,it could be great!


PS someone, someday will show you love!

[*blond*]

i havent actually seen the scene in the toilet as of yet, since i do not have the movie yet *sighs*
but i get get the general gist of what happens in there.. i just really hope the person who shows me love, is the person i truly love right now. in fact, she's just arrived at my house so i muct go, again!
but thanks to oszczakiewicz, i hope it happens to everyone.
and yes, i had to prove that i loved men, not women, but i've told my parents that i'm gay.. so that's a start.\
keep smiling lovies!

[oszczakiewicz]

You told parents?
Great,
the person you love is in your house.
WOW. If something good will happen don`t forgrt about us!
Heyah

[lady_young]

Shocking. I won;t tell my parents ever! No way! I don't want to ruin my life now... but maybe in future... who knows?!

Only God...

Good Luck blond!

[oszczakiewicz]

LADY YOUNG-you don`t want to ruin your life? i don`t understand!
You must tell,this is the only way for you to be happy but if you live that way(in lie) that is bad!If you are lesbian(Bi) you can`t pretend to be someone else.

One more thing- does anyone know about your secret?
If not,Are you happy with that?

[lady_young]

Many people knows. But not parent. And now I just can't tell them.

I will be happy? I tell them and they tell me something too. Do you know what will be? Coz I know. "Go away". I know my parent's approach to the homosexualizm. And I don't want to risk. I'm still learning in high school, I live with them, I'm not working. If I tell them.. YES - I WILL RUIN MY LIFE. And I'm sure, that I won't be happier.

And now? Am I happy now?

No. 'Cause I'm lonely. This is my sadness. And I can;t change it. Still... but - who knows? Maybe somewhere in the fitire...? We'll see...

[oszczakiewicz]

I`f you are not independent that is bad and maybe you are right. But i also think that your prents more love you than hate homosexuality. I know and you know that someday your parents will know about your secret and i think they should know about it from you than from others!
Life is waiting and things like that are unavoidable.
Someday you should tell your parents,that is bad that your parents are not like mine because my parents told me that if someday i will come home with aanother guy then they haven`t poroblem with that. Maybe your parents are only saying these things(not accepting homos.)and thinks something else. Think about that.
Hayah

[musicluver990]

You're a pretty smart person, oszczakiewicz.

I'm also a closet case... I can't possibly tell my parents, at least until I'm done with college. I mean, I'm proud of my sexuality, but I just cannot have my parents find out. They are the ones who feed me, clothe me, shelter me, etc.

[Narcissus]

You don't HAVE to tell your parents if you don't want to. It's not necessary unless you feel it is. I came out when I was 14, first to my friends and then to my mother (a year later :unsure: ). They all took it pretty well, although with my mother it was more of a 'you're busted' scenario. She kind of worked it out that I was keeping most things from her and not from my friends. News like that can sometimes be crushing, so I gave her the worst possible scenario; saying i was gay and not bisexual. This is probably gonna come back to haunt me if i ever seriously fall in love with a girl, but it's better to give her simple and devastating news rather than complex and confusing news.


Getting back on topic:

I think i am more like Agnes rather than Elin because I'm rather introvert, or used to be. Computers, music and books make up my whole life and I tend to be more quiet and do well in school. I don't go out to parties and drink to keep me sane either. I've also had a crush like that in high school (I went to an all-boy's school) which was very hard for me to deal with.