ohh the shame!

[MahaRishiSriSriX]

hey will, this one is cool!!!
my favourite scene

[*blond*]

hehehehe, yes my avatar rocks, but only thanks to Narcissus, i do credit you in my signature, dont think i've forgotten!

besides, will, you have one of my favourite scenes as your avatar now too.

[Narcissus]

hehe :ph34r:

[*blond*]

ahh i do believe i havent posted in a while, 2 days or so so i'll have to dig something up to put in here... umm. aha! i'll post a poem i wrote the night before i went into hospital.. sad sad times

'WHAT IF'- by ME (*blond*)
i cry
as i remember that you dont love me
the tears sting my wounds
my open wounds you've caused
you tore me open with my own jealousy
watching what i cant have, before my eyes
put a knife in my heart
coz i'll never be in yours
twisted it, everytime you look my way
and meesin' up my head coz i'm constantly thinking...
'what if?'

what if i died tomoro
would you love me then?
only when there's no one else
would you cling to me
and im still constantly thinking as your gaze catches mine...
'what if?'

but you could never love me, the same that i love you
and you could never feel the pain, ive felt by you
the jealousy you see in me, will never be in you
you'll never have that nagging voice inside your head....
'what if?'

what if one day you saw me
the way ive seen you for so long
what if that hunger i have for you
was returned, finally...
'what if?'

give me some closure
if my love's not wanted here
dont keep me hanging on
to the only words that can make me,
and break me...
'what if?'

that's one of my worst poems from that time, i've written better ones since. ohh, and feel free to post your own in here, i'd like to read them.

[Anny]

i cry
as i remember that you dont love me
the tears sting my wounds
my open wounds you've caused

that sounds a bit like "my immortal"

i also wrote poems but most of them are in german... but a few are in english too, so here we go! (maybe you'll get the "trick" of it...)

you're so far
only pain in my life
as i wake up
far away from your smile
away from your laughter
as i go to bed
the pain doesn't stop
way too deep
to hide
my-self in
dreams...

[*blond*]

i think if the blond get's the trick, then everyone will get the trick, really nice poem, keep them coming!

[Narcissus]

very nice poems, both of them. And yeah I also think it sounds like my immortal: my fave song btw

[MahaRishiSriSriX]

ehm, i didnt get it, could you highlight the letters a bit more, anny?

anyway, a phat ali-g.-booyakasha to both of you, i write poems too, but they are very private, i would not post em here. reespect to you anny and nikki, big up. B)

[styvisor]

Very nice poems. I'm at no good at writing poetry so won't bother attempting it and will leave that to you lot

[Narcissus]

Styvisor said:  Very nice poems. I'm at no good at writing poetry so won't bother attempting it and will leave that to you lot  :ph34r:

What he said

[*blond*]

ohh no way! my immortal happens to be my fave song in the whole entire world too! that's really scary... but i have another poem that it in that kind of style, the evanescence- type style, that is. i happened to write it just after i watched their dvd 'anywhere but home', they inspired me so much with their drunkeness, lol.

[*blond*]

tada! 8 days and i havent posted, i will not let my topic die, never!
now i just have to think of something to post.. i'm back at school, and it's..boring. i've also started my own swedish classes, teaching myself, after school. and i'm uhh.. having my birthday party tomorrow night, with fake champagne, and four friends, wathcing scary movies allll night long!

ohh, alright. here's a story:
today, someone's said hello to me, and i turned around, and my bag whacked straight into my new maths teacher :unsure: pretty embarassing, maths textbooks weigh a ton!!

[Narcissus]

Accidental? I think not! lol


Well since the original intention of this thread is embarrassment, I'll share one with you. Yesterday (Auschwitz Lib Day) was the epitome of "a bad day". A rocky bus ride ended up with me falling into another guy's lap. It wouldn't have been so bad, but he was already in his girlfriend's lap at the time . Then I realised I'd forgotten to do some work for the extremely temperamental psychology teacher, leading to my own personal storm cloud over my head during the lesson. I got so depressed and annoyed that I put in a sick note for the rest of the day and just went home.

Not all bad though, I had some nice relaxing tea (as us englishmen do), Posted a certain package, and went shopping, Massive retail therapy session, although it only resulted in more folders for school notes and one computer game lol, and I also got to meet up with one of my friends that I haven't seen in ages - and realised that I still haven't totally gotten over the fact that he's straight lol. So that was nice.

I've just realised that I'm rambling on now, so I'll stop! B)

[*blond*]

ahh now that's clasic! i feel bad about it though...

ohh embarassing moment! i was standing in the kitchen, and i hugged my dad, when i let go my pants fell right to my ankles before i could pull them up.
E-M-B-A-R-A-S-S-I-N-G. but that was awhile ago now.

first week of school is over! (and it only lasted 3 days... )

[Narcissus]

Well if you can count this as embarrasing and not just stupid then....: I have literally just fallen asleep at my desk while reading over some notes, before checking the FÅ forum. I fell asleep sitting down, so I ended up smacking my forehead off of the desk & keyboard really hard :angry: ouch!