she wasnt my first love, but i still miss my first love.. even though she hates me.
it still hurts me about bre because i see her hurt, and i know that i would never treat her the way guys do, and she just doesnt know or WANT to know that. i still really really love her, a while back i said i'd be seeing her for the first time in ages but i wasn't sure i was completely over her until i could see her, and not feel anything more than friendship... yes well let's just say there was a lot more than friendship whizzing around in my head.
unrequitted love is soo... hurty!
by the way, i've been in love with her for..9 months now.